Did you ever get triggered in your dreams?
That’s bound to happen.
You can still have dreams about your psychopaths you’ve met in life.
It most happens when I’ve forgotten to be thankful before I go to sleep or when I watched the late news.
Couldn’t you sleep because last night there were flashes of being sexual abused?
I know all of that.
Why they really wanted this kind of things?
You still ask after all this years.
It really feels more and more like we were raped.
It gives me shit about using that term but what else do I call it.
It’s more than emotional abuse when my body was involved although emotional abuse is certainly a part of it.
I know what I feel, and the images of me naked while the abuser telling me he will shoot at my balls if I don’t do what he said is certainly a part of it.
Everyone who was rapped and abused will tell it.
They covered it up with slime.
When you was abused by your own ‘partner’, even when you never denied him, they will tell you sooner or later you are guilty.
It is all part of the game the psychopaths play.
I’m just saying ….
the advice from my coach: Don’t forget to be thankful before you go to sleep!
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Author: Johan Persyn Hooglede Belgium
Category: abuse, partner violence
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